CC Tenkei Nomura

I was feeling like something is about to happen. It was not enough with the war in Ukraine at the border or the post pandemic happening. I felt in my life needs no happen. Dunno what. I tried to pursue the remaining spirit to go away but then I have realized. Parts of it has to do with me when I created a new soul for Tenkei (since the old one was not good anymore) but then that soul was rejected and misused and then decided to stay with me. I wonder where all those samurai spirits went... I don't see them with this spirit.He also has some leftover energy from someone I know so he feels misplaced everywhere. Even a bit of that new God spirit is with him. So he is indeed very confused. I try to be gentle and let him "go" but he insisted on staying. Even yesterday when I was on a date he became hot as fire, drew out a sword and was prepared to hurt that guy out of jelousy I presume. That sword made me think of Tenkei for some reason. Maybe through the transpiritation parts ...

 I remember in one of my dreams/visions I remembered (I know my logic sucks) something I had to do in Japan at the southern border. Only I knew where the location was. And for some reason the spirits I communicated with made a bridge between my current location and Japan. I performed a dance that finished with me and that samurai dude ontop of a big sakura tree. It was a dance to perform in from of the new god. The one that will reside in Japan (too) as far as I understood. Maybe that's why Tenkei didn't wanted to talk to me anymore. The draw between us, even not seeing each other was too strong and it endangered us both.  Probably that's why he was so surprised to see me. Who knows? I did touch a few whales (even in developer mode) and I keep myself connected to the japanese I have met. He looks like a nice person but I dunno what he sees in me. I even managed (this time) to go to Tenkei's home more than one time. I couldn't do it at that time in 2012. It was way t...

While watching a walkthrough of the game Radiata Stories I whitnessed something I never heard about. Transpiritation. It is when your soul and another one join into the same body and while the new one wants to conquer the body the old soul (self) ceases to exist.  I think something like this happened to me, since my souI is still not the old one again. Those people (dunno who their are) pushed and pulled my soul in so many ways while been in trance, that I almost lost myself. And got a new destiny, a new soul. Nevertheless I refused. So many times, and now it is kinda getting its old shape back. I dunno why those people wanted to pull transpiritation into me, with a new soul since I said more than one time that I know my path and destiny and do not seek a new path with a new soul.  It was kinda complicated, but with some patience and help from my "friends" I got in shape to be my old self again. It still is a long way to go since this transpiritation went on for 2 months. I h...

 I attended a seminar the other day where the topics were about developing with new tools. It was so interesting to me to see that even a developer mentioned "whale" in this programing language. It occured to me that it had to do with the "whales" and "fish" I and the grandpa of the samurai decided to protect. I never would have imagined to see a whale written with coding language. So you see even in the coding language the "whales" have become important. I would have never imagined.  The last time I thought about whales and protecting them was june/july and later with the samurai's grandpa to protect and promote the living underwater, mainly fish. I do remember a small bit where we rejoiced with the whales. We needed to comunicate something to them and the message went on fast. I hope it was done in the right proportions.

 I was watching She hulk and it strikes to me how Jen was immediately dismissed from been a laywer at a lawyer firm once everyone know about her super powers.  I feel the same way with my life. The moment it got tangled around 2008 I knew my life would not be the same again. That's why I knew school or rather university courses and later a 9/5 job would not be the same to me. That's why I've stopped to pursue this path. The normal 9/5 regular job path. And of course since months and years went by less and less people wanted to hire me since I didn't had the "normal" amount of years on the work field. This is what I can say to anyone, if you want to pursue the 9/5 path, get ready for commitment. Months and years of missing out are gonna hurt you.  So back to my story. When that samurai guy Nomura "slapped" me with his spiritual sword I realized that I've chosen this path, the super hero path. It sounds fancy, but it is not. The problem is the same...

 Continuing what I was talk previously today we went to Marty a restaurant in Cluj. And not to my surprise the meniu changed again, and again something changed. The cover. I was a stone depicted with a sky full of stars as a backdrop. When I was dreaming more than one time the people in Transylvania, specifically in Cluj were consired , old and wise as stones. That is how they knew how to heal me and take care of me. That's how I knew I belonged there, as a part of me is from Transylvania too. I was very happy there. If the people in cluj know about this tale, then they know that the rest of the dacian spirit rests with them, especially in the mountains. And there is no surprise that big events like Untold or Electric Castle took place there, and no surprise that my mom took me there to experience the festival "healing". I am still very unsure what my experience from recently mean but if the people from Cluj are the stones from my tale, more written profecies will come fo...