CC Tenkei Nomura

 After going around on many dates, most of them who had parasites in them, I found one, a lost angel like me. He told me he has lost both of his parents, and suffered a lot since then, getting a coin going from one day to another.  He recommended me Rudolf Steiner which visions feel very empowering. He told me that's how he thinks. And also that I should watch Constantine, since the reality according to him is not so far off... I don't know what to think. Firstly we talked on the phone for 3h straight but after we met he told me my place is "too clean" and I am "too normal". From that point on he refused to talk to me like before, and he even said he is innerly laughing because I feel so attached to him. I felt a strong pull towards him as long I've kept his number, which converted into a weird dream where a (foreign) guy call Grygore was searching for someone like me and said we are gonna meet soon. I felt pity towards this guy because he lost both of h...

While I was watching "Love between Fairy and the Devil"  on netflix I am not surprised that "my journey" of transpiritation started with a small bunch of chinese people. It was meant to be. Nothing from Japan except my small circus act with Nomura. Nothing. It was the first scene actually. Some Chinese telling me they took his "spiritual" sword and then kidnapped him. When I heard he was in danger I didn't think at all and acted imediately. He was in a coma and I somehow made him healthy again. Those two chinese were very happy and said it was all staged to see how him and me would act. Now I don't know what Nomura felt and did during this time, but after this scene they went away with the sword and some angels from the usa came to talk to me with some agents from MAI. Again no clue how this had to do with me. Then the Pope from Rome and Putin emerged and then a lot of talk was there. Most of it imagined. I know I have some imaginations but all thi...

I was feeling like something is about to happen. It was not enough with the war in Ukraine at the border or the post pandemic happening. I felt in my life needs no happen. Dunno what. I tried to pursue the remaining spirit to go away but then I have realized. Parts of it has to do with me when I created a new soul for Tenkei (since the old one was not good anymore) but then that soul was rejected and misused and then decided to stay with me. I wonder where all those samurai spirits went... I don't see them with this spirit.He also has some leftover energy from someone I know so he feels misplaced everywhere. Even a bit of that new God spirit is with him. So he is indeed very confused. I try to be gentle and let him "go" but he insisted on staying. Even yesterday when I was on a date he became hot as fire, drew out a sword and was prepared to hurt that guy out of jelousy I presume. That sword made me think of Tenkei for some reason. Maybe through the transpiritation parts ...

 I remember in one of my dreams/visions I remembered (I know my logic sucks) something I had to do in Japan at the southern border. Only I knew where the location was. And for some reason the spirits I communicated with made a bridge between my current location and Japan. I performed a dance that finished with me and that samurai dude ontop of a big sakura tree. It was a dance to perform in from of the new god. The one that will reside in Japan (too) as far as I understood. Maybe that's why Tenkei didn't wanted to talk to me anymore. The draw between us, even not seeing each other was too strong and it endangered us both.  Probably that's why he was so surprised to see me. Who knows? I did touch a few whales (even in developer mode) and I keep myself connected to the japanese I have met. He looks like a nice person but I dunno what he sees in me. I even managed (this time) to go to Tenkei's home more than one time. I couldn't do it at that time in 2012. It was way t...

While watching a walkthrough of the game Radiata Stories I whitnessed something I never heard about. Transpiritation. It is when your soul and another one join into the same body and while the new one wants to conquer the body the old soul (self) ceases to exist.  I think something like this happened to me, since my souI is still not the old one again. Those people (dunno who their are) pushed and pulled my soul in so many ways while been in trance, that I almost lost myself. And got a new destiny, a new soul. Nevertheless I refused. So many times, and now it is kinda getting its old shape back. I dunno why those people wanted to pull transpiritation into me, with a new soul since I said more than one time that I know my path and destiny and do not seek a new path with a new soul.  It was kinda complicated, but with some patience and help from my "friends" I got in shape to be my old self again. It still is a long way to go since this transpiritation went on for 2 months. I h...

 I attended a seminar the other day where the topics were about developing with new tools. It was so interesting to me to see that even a developer mentioned "whale" in this programing language. It occured to me that it had to do with the "whales" and "fish" I and the grandpa of the samurai decided to protect. I never would have imagined to see a whale written with coding language. So you see even in the coding language the "whales" have become important. I would have never imagined.  The last time I thought about whales and protecting them was june/july and later with the samurai's grandpa to protect and promote the living underwater, mainly fish. I do remember a small bit where we rejoiced with the whales. We needed to comunicate something to them and the message went on fast. I hope it was done in the right proportions.